Rambly
I’m feeling all rambly tonight for some reason. I was sleeping all sound and woke to the sound of my phone whistling at me. ...and my mind starts wandering... asking me questions ... Things going round and round in my head ... so I write them down. I don't think I am the only one that has these thoughts, but who knows. What have I done? What am I doing? Did I do enough? Did I do the things I was supposed to do or anything of importance at all? Where am I going ... is this it? Am I ... Was I kind enough? Did I ... Do I care enough? Did I care at all? Did I give all I could. Do I give all I can? Did I pray enough or love enough? Do I? What remains... What is next? What is the plan? Is my heart full of love or is it just a lackluster dim faded thing? Do I need to change ... or stay the same? What do people think when they think of me? Do I care to know... do I want to? Would I be pleased with th